A thousand words won't bring you back i know because I've tried, neither will a million tears i know because i've cried.

A thousand words won't bring you back i know because i've tried, neither will a million tears i know because I've cried. 

al-fatihah to you nur nadia salehuddin

i don't really know what i wanna talk about, just it been a year you leave us. but i never forget you. yup...i'm moving on. still you are part of my life... and i don't really lets part of my life easily.

"Word are easy to say, feeling are hard to express.

Photo are easy to snap, memory and moment always gonna be there."

live

love

work

play

come

go

leave

stay

"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose."

things are not the same anymore. people always keep moving forwards, keep moving on, keep lets things go. its a human nature actually. we tend not to things about the past so much. for human being, the past is a history, was a history for them. there are not need to remember about the past.

but when we talking about moving forwards, moving on, keep looking in front and not turning back...honestly are we being sincere to ourselves ? do we really forget all those moment we have. those time we spend together, those meals, those late night hang out, those long way back from mid to college on our tired foot... do you really had forgotten all the memories that we all had together.

i'm not... i'm still not moving on when its come to our moments and memories together. you may say anything you want...but im not gonna lets this things call moments and memories go away.

if only i have the chance...if i have one more chance to see you, just one more time...i just gonna tell you that i really miss you... i want you to be here...at the lowest time of my life, i want you to know i ain't gonna give up yet... and most of all. i just want you to be here

Dusty But Not Been Forgoten

Memories...
do not forget, do not let go

~ still remember this ?~

First Time In Life

salam awal muharram / maal hijrah / happy hijrahi new year !!!

1- i just played my first ever futsal game last weekend. I'm very happy with it. if before this i just heard bout futsal, but by playing it for the first time was a very quite amazing feeling. scored a few goals !!! let go a few goals !!! make fun of people !!! but more than less, people make fun of me as I'm playing as a goalie. yup people !!! its officially & publicly announced that I'm really scare of the ball during my goalie session. hehehehe

2- I'm not with baby mia anymore :( when its time to let go, its time to letting her go. a little of sadness is here and there, but i know she will be in a good care. i done a lot of thinking before, its not that i don't love it or so, but i wanna she to be used, not just keep it save in her bag. what do i know, at time like this... there are more things to be done. and i guess, i won't be accompany by any camera for this time around. bye bye baby mia, my lovely first SLR !!! see you when i see you !!! cheers mate !!!

3- just now, i had my first ever motorcycle accident in my life. as a result, a got a wrist sprain, a scratch here & there, a little bruises and plus a few deep cut near my knee. for that, i got another 2 stitches on the knee, a dressing that i don't really like it (just cos it look funny + look like mat rempit) and a sprain wrist that make still wake up right know cos the pain !!! i can't imagine it !!! btw, i was heading home and i made a mistake while i break my ride. as a result, i been throw by my ride. alhamdullilah, there was no car behind or in front of me. and alhamdullilah as well cos nothing serious happen. thank to allah, I'm still alive right now :)

p/s : the accident just a few feet from the cemetery. i believe there must be a reason for what just happen. and i will learn somethings from it. and alhamdulillah again, I'm still alive :)

4- i meet those cikgu-cikgu !!! haahahhhaah !!! habis lah anak-anak murid mereka !!!

ThinkFamily

at this post, i actually suppose to post a poem about how people will remember you and its the opposite of what this ads about. i think i need to postpone the post after i watch this.

i download this ads a few days ago but i don't have the opportunity to watch it. i don't know what its all about. i just download its for the sake of downloading, nothing more nor nothing less. but this morning, i suddenly open my lappy and play the video. i don't know what to expect and i don't expect anything.

but in the end, i choose to post the ads on my fb and put it on my blog.

these few month, i always got my miracle from this kind of stuff. anything from television to internet, everything from reading to movie. i got into a misunderstanding just now. but then by watching this ads, i realize no matters how big or small we have problem with our family, there always gonna be around us no matters what happen.

we are not perfect as individual, but as a family we can be perfect by completing each other need.

"sometimes... little things that we didn't notice will make us notice for the rest of our life."

In loving memory... Nur Nadia bt Salehuddin. 22 May 1988- 17 June 2009

hari ini kamu sudah tiada...

saya tak tau apa yg saya harus buat.

kamu pasti tak tahu apa yang sedang saya buat kan pabila saya dengar berita tentang kamu. saya sedang fikir kan untuk bertemu dengan kamu... bertemu dengan kita semua. saya rindu kan kita semua.

saya baru selesai pilih kan gambar untuk di cuci nanti. saya baru selepas melihat pemberian kamu. kamu ingat tak... frame gambar untuk ulangtahun kelahiran saya. frame yang kamu semua pilih kan untuk saya. saya baru terfikir untuk meletak kan nya.

saya tak tau kenapa... tapi malam tadi saya asyik fikir kan pasal kita semua. ia-nya tiba-tiba. mau bertemu... mau bercuti bersama... mau ber-borak... mau ber-gosip sama kamu semua.

hari ini pabila saya teringat kan tentang kamu... saya harap kan apa yang berlaku adalah mimpi.

pabila teringat kan kamu saya tak tau kenapa air dari mata saya keluar...

rasa sebak ini cuba saya tahan... tapi saya sudah tak punya ketahanan itu lagi...

maaf kan saya... kamu itu lebih dari seorang kawan buat saya, lebih dari seorang teman bagi saya.... lebih dari seorang adik dari adik saya. kamu itu lebih dari keluarga dari keluarga. kehilangan kamu bukan mudah bagi saya. buat saat ini hanya yang maha esa tau apa yang saya rasa...

pasti selepas ini tiada lagi yang akan ketawa pabila saya utara-kan lawak bodoh saya kan.. tiada yang akan melawan pabila saya berhujah. yang pasti tiada lagi yang saya akan marah pabila kamu mengeluh tentang kehidupan. pasti tiada siapa juga yang akan mendengar pabila saya pula yang mengeluh tentang kehidupan...

kamu !!! saya akan cuba tabah kan hati saya ini. saya akan kuat kan hati saya ini. kami semua akan sentiasa kuat kan hati kami untuk kamu. saya pasti !!! kami semua sayang kan kamu. walau apa yang akan terjadi... kamu akan sentiasa berada di hati kami.

tiada kata lagi yang dapat saya luah kan tentang apa yang saya rasa sekarang...

al-fatihah untuk kamu nur nadia salehuddin.

kamu akan sentiasa ber-sama saya. kamu akan senantiasa berada dekat di hati saya. hanya ini yang dapat saya buat untuk kamu pada tika ini. saya harap saya bolehlakukan yang lebih tapi itu semua di luar kemampuan saya.

INI CERITA MALAM-MALAM

MALAM SEBELUM SEMALAM PUNYA CERITA

dua daripada mereka ini akan ke majlis graduasi 2008 (insyalalah) taniah buat Mohd Nuri Al-Amin dan Mohd Faridzul kerana berjaya menghabiskan pengajian dalam tempoh yang di tetapkan. dua orang lagi pula akan (insyallah) ke majlis graduasi 2009 (aku ngan shukor la ni) dan yang lain tue semua baru di tahun pertama pengajian. so tak payah lah nak fikir pasal nak bergraduasi lagi. kursus wajib first year pun belum tentu lulus ;p

SEMALAM PUNYA CERITA

huh...tengku zaffy dah pun pulang ke Miri petang semalam. tapi akan kembali di hujung purnama ini. hahaha...nak jadi Pembantu Mahasiswa kata nya. huh...good luck/selamat berjaya. kuat kan semangat, tabahkan hati dan tingkatkan usaha.

semalam juga.. :D saya terserempak dengan crush saya sewaktu di tahun pertama (crush la sangat) bukan crush la...cuma suka jer kat dia. actually bukan terserempak sangat pun. cuma ternampak jer dia sedang memandu. dan saya pula berada di sebelah pemandu. sebelah pak teksi. masih lagi manis dan comel orang nya. rasanya sudah hampir satu semester tak kelihatan beliau. huh...dan dia juga akan ke majlis graduasi tahun ini. taniah !!!

malam ini sangat panas la...da saya terpaksa mengemas dan meng-packing barang untuk dibawa pulang esok. sangat penat la...

MALAM INI PUNYA CERITA

malam ni punya cerita, malam ni lah saya cerita...

p/s : yup !!! rambut saya sudah blonde !!! akhirnya dan buat akhir kalinya rambut ini akan di warnakan.

OKAY LA GANG !!!

just came back from watching movie and hang-out with the gang. watched Death Note 3, eat Mc'd and watched Arsenal draw with Liverpool !!!

thank to Hafis who borrow Sani's car. thank you too for belanja the movie !!! as a birthday gift he said !!!

trip to down-town Setapak was disappointed...most of the stall already closed when we arrived. maybe next time gang !!!

to Nad and Syamin....Liverpool just played one of their worst game ever... aiyo !!! sgt teruk la !!! im not a fan of Arsenal, but Arsenal were great with the ball just they don't have the chance to put the ball in the net

KAWAN-KAWAN = MATA

Adakah anda tahu hubungan antara 2 biji mata ?
Mereka berkedip bersama, bergerak bersama, menangis bersama, melihat bersama dan tido bersama mestipun mereka tak pernah melihat antara satu sama lain.
Perhubungan seharusnya sedemikian.
Kehidupan umpama neraka tanpa kehadiran kawan-kawan.

asyraffaiz

http://asyraffaiz-in-heaven.blogspot.com/

ANOTHER NIGHT OUT

University of Malaya - Bangsar - KLCC - Jalan Semarak - University of Malaya
2 am; 30th March 2008

MOHD ASYRAF FAIZ B MOHD NAJIB ; 23 YEARS OLD

I'm 23 today !!!

thank you guys !!!

for the tepung !!!

for the telor !!!

for the cake !!!

for the pizza !!!

for the drink !!!

for the gift !!!

and most of all

for the friendship that we all have !!!

anyway...shark !!! i got you !!! not surprise anymore !!! try lari and nyorok from me more than 3 times. i saw you kay, don't try to hide from me !!!

faridzul !!! thank for the friendship !!! you don't really to buy me any gift. you are my birthday gift actually !!!

nad, zaf, aqil, fica and syukor !!! your guys nyer acting suck !!!

especially syukor !!! ;p.

nad...with nuri you have to talk directly, he so slow !!!

zaf...always the innocent one ;p

fica !!! i know you wont ever belanja people if there no udang di sebalik mee

to nuri, hafis, aliah, maziah, nadia, syamin... thank

nuri...go for an exercises la...u r not in shape

hafis my mullet sucker !!! my hair still berbau till now and jgn nakal2 dengan sani up there ;p

aliah and maziah !!! thank again...even i always sakat you guys

nadia !!! u looked like orang gile selepas diperkosa dengan kek dan tepung ;p and i will be urphotographer for free noq !!! mak tak kesah

syamin !!! jangan la majuk... aiyo !!!

dak kuning !!! thank for the call. even though you at the other part of the world

to other who s.m.s me, text me, called me and y.m me... thank a lot !!! i appreciate you guys. most of all i always be appreciate our friendship till my last breath

p/s : I LOVE YOU GUYS !!! you guys hit me hard with the party tepung kay. im the master of wakenabeb and you guys really hit me hard. harder than ppl i hit !!! but i love it. I'm enjoying it !!!

THE BAD DAY PART II

first at all.. sorry girls !!!

i dont know the thing will happen. if i know, i wont ajak u guys to join me there.

even though im so happy before..but when i know what happen to you guys, i so dont know what to think off. seriously i think there nothing much i can do to help you guys. the only thing that i can thing off is the moral support. sorry girls. we wish we were there before the thing happen. and we wish that we were also there when the thing had happen.

to you girls, at least you got each other. thing happen for a reason, you learn something new today, you be more independent...

i really dont know what to say anymore.

im sorry !!!