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The 4th Week Of The 2010

its almost the 4th week of the month, same as the 4 week im back to the campus. there been a lot of different between the current and the past when i was at the campus. the previous years im in campus, its more like enjoys my days, going out, having fun and so little of education. but now its a different...its like i always have assignment every week, a job need to be done, a dateline that need to be rush and to learn the lecturer slang.

i enjoy my stay at campus right now. the studies is so fun, the lecturers is very supportive and the new classmates is crazy. i mean, during the class, laughing is a must and that include the lecturers. its either we who make the joke or the lecturer its self. there also a must debate between the course-mate. to be honest, im enjoy more to be in the class right now compare to my years before. even though, there is a lot of work need to be done, but im enjoy myself here... no pressure of so what ever. its like im go to class, learn new things, talk to the lecturers & friend and make some joke plus listening to the laugh of the class. im happy where i am right now. even, i waste so of my years before...but when i think back, maybe this is what i suppose to do...somethings that always close to my heart but i never realize its until now.

as for now, i will never stop searching for the new things here. lets things happened to me before to be an very meaningful experience.

btw, amin !!! happy belated birthday !!!

Ini Kisah Malam Semalam

al-kisah nya malam semalam

bermula dengan jari manis tangan kanan ini terluka di makan mata pisau cukur. adoi !!! sakit nya adalah tak terkata !!! darah nya merah sekali menyembur keluar bagai kan air mengalir di longkang kechil. tapi tak ada apa-apa... luka kechil aja !!! hero kalau tak berdarah bukan lah hero kan :D



manisan white coffie ice blended yang di nikmati di luar kampus berjaya mengubat luka di jari manis tangan kanan ini

pun balik lah semula ke bilik, setelah penat berulang-kaji di luar.

maka dengan itu, bersemangat lah untuk menulis semula latihan ilmiah yang terbengkalai sejak bermula semester ini.

pergh !!! dengan meng-refresh beberapakali hardisk...

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MAMPUS AKU MACAM NIE !!!

FOLDER LATIHAN ILMIAH AKU SUDAH HILANG !!!

SUDAH HILANG SEMUA NYA SEKALI !!!

MATI AKU CAM NI !!!

ADA DUA BULAN LAGI !!!

MAMPUS LAH KALAU NAK START SEMUA SEKALI LAGI !!!

terus tanpa kata-kata

terus silent mode

tanpa vibration

masuk bunyi angin kat luar tingkap

aku memang dah rasa nak menjerit jer.
mampus aku kalau kene buat lagi sekali.
mode nak menagis pun dah mula nak masuk

hati ini dah macam hancur lebur plus campur perahan limau nipis kat ke-hancur-an hati tadi

memang bakal menjawab lah aku dengan apa yang baru sahja terjadi ini

CARGO : NAMPAK NYA ADA KUNING-KUNINGAN

wei !!! budak-budak kat kolej empat !!!

korang ni semua mandi ker tak ea ??? sebab nya aku bau sampai kat rumah aku kat kajang ni. ish !!! korang ni... apa nak jadi ea...

yang pergi kelas tue !!! korang spray minyak wangi banyak mana ea ?

yang pergi tgk runway tue plak... mandi ker tak ea ? ker basuh badan jer. nanti berbau pulak kat dalam dewan tue.

tue tue...yang tengah tersengeh tersenyum tue... gigi ada gosok tak ?

apa nak jadi la !!! musim-musim hujan tgh lebat sampai banjir sana-sana pun air tak ada. kata nya pressure tak kuat... hurm... iyer ker ? kalau air nya banyak pun pressure tak kuat. tapi persoalan nya...kenapa plak kat area-area sebelah sana ada jer air, ramai jer yang berlari ker sebelah sana sambil membawa tuala... kuat aja pressure nya. alasan kot ??? kat area p.j ngan damansara ada jer air.

ish ish ish...banyak nyer alasan untuk kenapa tak ada air di kampus kediaman universiti yang tak merdeka lagi ni... macam-macam...

PUPPET THEATER

finally its come to the show and its was the end of the puppet theater lessons. i think we suppose to do better than what just did today. maybe we were a liltle bit nervous so we were under-form. but we proud for what had we done cos people were laughing there at DTC. so mission accomplished la kan !!!

as for me, this is my first time i sang in front of the crowd. i never imagine that i will done that i my life. i'm enjoying the classes and all the lessons. make some new friend that i never thought i will have. learn new thing in life. one thing for sure, after this i will miss the puppet theater class. i will miss every one there and i will miss my "laughing day and raba-raba day"

I DIDN'T KELENTONG KAY !!

finish up my second presentation at 3 in the evening. its well done ? i don't think so. but by the knowledge i got from Dato Moktar Selat, im able to complete the task. for Sejarah Indonesia, you only will see me in tutorial, class...if you see me, that is magic la. Cos most of the time i will be at my room during the class. my partner of presentation is someone who is rarely escape class, unlike me...he is very good on his attendance to the class. but the problem with him is, he never write down what the lecturer lecture. gosh !!! what a partner i have.

i do all the hand out, cos i volunteer to do so. i don't mind pun. i got a little knowledge, so i don't mind to share with him. i knew him since i was in first year, we used to be classmates, boraking-mate, lepaking mates and most important he is my friend. the problem is during the presentation, when others ask questions, I'm the only one who answers it. still i don't mind..but he never do his homework...pity on him la...cos the others ware looking at him like he done nothing.

i don't care what people said. we done with our presentation. we answers all the questions. and most important thing during the answering the questions, we never cheats on our facts. we state our fact correctly. at least we didn't kelentong la kan..

hahaha...

its been raining all the evening and i went to DTC for rehearsal on my puppet theater. tomorrow we will be performing at 4.15pm. so come and enjoy the show. hope you will love it and laugh as we were laughing all the time during the class and the rehearsal just now.

ONLY 8.4 FOR THE BEEP TEST = FAIL !!!

my first three month of 2008....

education = hancur !!! berkecai !!! entertainment = berterabur !!! health = pasang surut !!! financial = extremely tak terurus + pembaziran berterusan !!! rugby = a lot of injuries !!!

other than friend and family, my first three month of 2008 suck !!! seriously

i really dont know what to said, the only think i can think of right now is my friend and family. other than that i dont really care anymore. im struggling !!! im really struggling in this life at this moment.

regret ??? yup. but i make my choice. and this is what i choose. so padan muka la !!!

i dont want to change the past, only my wish is i will survive and get through this wave of life

MOHD ASYRAF FAIZ B MOHD NAJIB ; 23 YEARS OLD

I'm 23 today !!!

thank you guys !!!

for the tepung !!!

for the telor !!!

for the cake !!!

for the pizza !!!

for the drink !!!

for the gift !!!

and most of all

for the friendship that we all have !!!

anyway...shark !!! i got you !!! not surprise anymore !!! try lari and nyorok from me more than 3 times. i saw you kay, don't try to hide from me !!!

faridzul !!! thank for the friendship !!! you don't really to buy me any gift. you are my birthday gift actually !!!

nad, zaf, aqil, fica and syukor !!! your guys nyer acting suck !!!

especially syukor !!! ;p.

nad...with nuri you have to talk directly, he so slow !!!

zaf...always the innocent one ;p

fica !!! i know you wont ever belanja people if there no udang di sebalik mee

to nuri, hafis, aliah, maziah, nadia, syamin... thank

nuri...go for an exercises la...u r not in shape

hafis my mullet sucker !!! my hair still berbau till now and jgn nakal2 dengan sani up there ;p

aliah and maziah !!! thank again...even i always sakat you guys

nadia !!! u looked like orang gile selepas diperkosa dengan kek dan tepung ;p and i will be urphotographer for free noq !!! mak tak kesah

syamin !!! jangan la majuk... aiyo !!!

dak kuning !!! thank for the call. even though you at the other part of the world

to other who s.m.s me, text me, called me and y.m me... thank a lot !!! i appreciate you guys. most of all i always be appreciate our friendship till my last breath

p/s : I LOVE YOU GUYS !!! you guys hit me hard with the party tepung kay. im the master of wakenabeb and you guys really hit me hard. harder than ppl i hit !!! but i love it. I'm enjoying it !!!

MALAM ANUGERAH BESTARI II

MALAM ANUGERAH BESTARI
2ND PHASE
FOURTH RESIDENTIAL COLLEGE
UNIVERSITY OF MALAYA

Date : 22ND MARCH 2008
Time : 800 pm till MIDNIGHT
Place : J.W MARRIOTT PUTRAJAYA

" A Night To Remember "

ZAFF LOVES JAZZ

i just came back from KFC after watched a Musical Showcase at DTC, an event by Pusat Kebudayaan Universiti Malaya. its actually an yearly event from music student of Pusat Kebudayaan. i miss last year show due to an event that i cant really remember. this year they are performing jazz music. lovely melody !!! i love the show !!! i love the music. as Nad said to zaff she feel like to dance and as Zaff said to me just now "we should dancing, not sitting right here". the music was awesome !!! i really enjoy the showcase. cant wait for another music performance at Universiti Malaya.

btw hafiz singapore was so late, but nasib baik sempat dengar performance by the Jazz Fushion Band. the bassist looked so bersemangat sambil mengepit-ngepit bibir nya ketika memetik bass di tangan nya. hahhaahaha...

LEMBAH PANTAI HIGH SCHOOL PRICIPLES

we should be graduating in our own faculty ???

wth are they thinking ???

its an honours to be graduating at Dewan Tunku Canselor !!! why you need to change it ? to crowded !!! cos we make it only one session. other universities mostly make it two sessions of graduation.

maybe that why when i meet a lawyer at Makhamah Jalan Duta yesterday, he said that our V.C is madam principles !!! at first i don't really understand but now i do.

wth is this...graduating at our own dataran sastera !!! maybe i should be in private college !!! they gonna have better graduating ceremony !!!

please la !!! don't make shame of ourselves by doing this. its like gonna be the only university in the world that their student have their graduating ceremony at their own faculty.

for those who doesn't care bout this, feel shame on yourself !!! you doesn't deserve to be here actually !!!

Change in convo venue likely

By KAREN CHAPMAN (Tuesday March 18, 2008 ; The Star)

PETALING JAYA: This year’s Universiti Malaya convocation ceremony will most probably be held outside the Dewan Tunku Canselor (DTC) – a traditional graduation venue.

This is because DTC is becoming too small for such events.

While the university has not made a decision on the matter, vice-chancellor Datuk Rafiah Salim said a convocation ceremony at the DTC now took two sessions over seven days due to the university having thousands of graduates.

Grand setting: The august DTC (above and below) has been the venue for convocation ceremonies and other major functions in University Malaya since the 1960s.

“We are looking at more efficient ways to manage the ceremony and one of them is to hold them at the various faculties instead of at DTC,” she told The Star.

The next convocation would be held in August, she added.

Rafiah was responding to complaints from students that the convocation ceremony would be held at their respective faculties rather than at DTC.

Historian Prof Emeritus Datuk Dr Khoo Kay Kim, who has been teaching at UM for more than 40 years, said it was not uncommon for individual faculties in Western countries to hold their own convocation ceremonies.

“It can be tedious if there is a large student population and the convocation is held over several days,” he said.

Khoo said that convocation ceremonies had been held at DTC since the 1960s.

“Before that when there were two UM campuses, the convocation was held at the Victoria Memorial Hall in Singapore and the Chinese Assembly Hall in Kuala Lumpur,” he said.

When fire destroyed almost 90% of DTC in 2001, the convocation ceremony was held at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil but subsequently returned to the DTC the following year once it was rebuilt.

Jennifer Tan, who graduated from UM in 1968, said there would be a loss of camaraderie.

“Students should be able to graduate together as there will be a loss of a sense of belonging to the same university if faculties have their own ceremonies,” she said.

Sonia James, who graduated from UM in 1996, said the convocation though considered symbolic was the pinnacle of a student’s life.

“Graduating at the DTC is a big deal for students as it is a tradition.

“If I had to graduate at my own faculty, it would have been an anti climax and I would not have attended it or invited anyone to attend,” she said.

HERE IN TITIWANGSA

this is me. take it or leave it. as simple as that. ahhahaha... dinner last nite was great. great environment, great place, great show, great people, great show but bad food !!!

enjoying the nite was the main propose for me and i manage to archive it all nite long. less then a week, there gonna be a second dinner. Putrajaya Marriot will be the place. "a night to remember" will be the theme !!!

congrats !!!

• nuri a.k.a rum8
• nadine a.k.a. honey
• hafis singapore a.k.a mullet sucker
• syamin the table mate
• hafis a.k.a che pit
• and to those who get the award last nite

you guys just deserve it !!!

in the end of the dinner, everyone was happy and enjoying it. thank also to all the committee members...you guys just run a great show out there.

A

i never very good when its come to expressing feeling, neither to other or myself. i never wonder why...cos maybe that make me = me :D

people can talk about anything with me, i just don't mind...i mean everything. if you want to hear my comment, i would be happy to give it, but if you don't want, I'm okay with it.

sometimes...when i talk a lot, i scared that some people wouldn't be like it, some will menyampah. but if i don't talk, rasa sangat sunyi la plak...

the truth is, i only talk a lot with/around people i know. for people i just meet, i just talk specific things. to those i really don't know, i just take it easy.

some would say that I'm so sombong and berlagak...for most people, that was their first impression bout me... okay, i don't mind pun if u think of me in that ways. maybe cos i don't socialise enough nowadays... but when you know me, you maybe wanna me to shut my mouth kot !!! hahahaha !!! and still i don't mind !!!

am i funny..i guess not. but i can make people laugh, but still i don't thing that i am a funny guys...maybe sometime i can be quiet funny, but i cant have that title.

when will i be serious ??? the only thing that i will be serious is only when I'm on the field. other then that, i take my life simple and easy.

i don't really easy to get angry with people. i don't know why...maybe i used to easily get angry with everyone...but nowadays...i don't think so. maybe i give opinion with the face penuh bersemangat dan penuh beriaksi...but i don't get angry. but when i get angry...i just need my sleep and when i wake up...everything gone.

i don't know if i have a best friends / good friends... but i always treat people equally. i do have my buddies...but i treat them equally too. i respect all people around me as they respect me, as a human-being. i give my respect to everyone... i trust people around me... even though they don't trust me. if i get lie, padan muka la... but its okay, that part of life. no hard feeling.

in life i make my decision and i accept/deals with all the consequences. people make choice in life. people choose what they want in life. life is never bout black and white for me...life is like a rainbow...its colorful. how you gonna make it colorful ??? that depends on your choice.

we never know what will happen in future, so enjoy the time we have know. stop complaining people !!! you live once, so try your very best to do whatever best for you.

I WANT YOUR OPINION !!! REALLY NEED IT !!!

i just thought i need to extend two more semester here. i not give up on my thesis yet, i just being realistic ;-

• what do you thing ?
  
• should i or should i not ?
  
• what should i do ?
  
• how do i gonna explain it to my dear parent ?
• where do i gonna get extra cash for next year ?

heheheheh.....

help me by give your opinion due to these matters...i do need your opinion/s

PROSPEK RANDOMNESS

ITS COOL AND IM WET

its raining again outside...its been almost 2 week, raining in the evening. some love the rain and some are not. me ? i in love with rain ;p no la...i just happy that its raining...its cool here. that what i love when its raining.

i just came back from library...settle all my debt so after this i can borrow all the books in it without have to borrow others matric card...last night i borrowed farid a.k.a datin matric card to borrow some book there. there quiet a lot of people there. read the newspapers there and all inside the newspaper are all about politics and the general election. sangat sangat boring la...since tomorrow gonna be the voting day and at 12 midnite is the dateline for campaigning, all the MP wanna be are lobby themselves hard... good luck to you guys. make sure you do what you have promise.

last night i was dreaming about bunga cinta lestary !!! pewwwwwwwwiiiiittt !! but not wet-dream la wei...just a simple dream kay. no wet-ing kay !!! huh...if and only if i got her...its gonna be my wonderfull world of me... waaaaaa...only if la kan... then it just a dream :(

its been a slow night tonite...i just don't know what i gonna do. i just finish my pop-corn and my lai-ci-kang just now. D.S are quiet right now...there are couple of people here... some are doing their thesis, some are working on the project assignment and some just sitting around here. I'm sit beside the top-up machine, so if you need any top-up... just buzz me.

my yahoo mail keep buzzing... i got a lot of e-mail during this general election. people keep critics each other, but mostly i didn't read all those e-mail. then there also people sent me 3g porno video...didn't upload pun...cos i didn't really need that stuff on my laptop.

somewhere over the rainbow is the song that playing in my ears, not my fav song...but i do sometime listen to slow music, especially when i feel down. i don't actually feel down at this time...disappointed maybe...disappointed for myself. i choose this path...so for all the thing that gonna happen to me, i need to face it. that is the fact !!! i don't blame others...i never blame other for my mistakes...i make a mistake so i have to face it. as easy as that. this is life, life is reality...life is not fairy tales, life cant be reverse...this is not a movie, that i can control everything like i am the director. as for me, i need a kick start...time is running out, but its not a time to give up. i know i got two more weeks to finish up my thesis, the first chapter was rejected... okay !!! so what ??? do i need to feel upset all the time. NO !!! its time to move on... take a new step, start re-doing the first chapter... get the information right, get the fact clear, read all the book i can borrow from the library...its not time to layan this break-down moment. settle down...cool. life is not always perfect...make an effort to get a better life. its time to motivate yourself asyraffaiz !!! you know you can do it.

yup... i drink a lot last night, but at least i didn't get drunk. i choose to drink...but still i cant run away from the problem. i smoke a pack of cigarette, so what !!! i just blow more smoke in this world... and i still have to face the problem... in life,

" sometime the fact doesn't matters, its the truth matters "

I'm suck with my thesis but if i need to extend and do another thesis, i still gonna choose Dato Ahmad Mokhtar Mat Selat as my supervisor, i love challenge, i love compete with the best...so i will learn from the best and be the best.

from now on, i need to appreciate more bout life. not that i didn't, just sometime i don't really enjoying it.

straight in front of me, i see a person who ask other to work with his thesis. yup...he got money. he can buy everything with it. not just typing, she was doing everything for him, from translating to everything...she done everything for him. its life right ??? i don't even care pun. nkje record what they talk about then give it to the Dean. tp tak sampai hati, since i know the person very well, i don't plan to kena-kan dia. so lets it be laa...if he choose that road, lets its be la kan...

time already quarter after 4 in the morning. i think i should going back to my room. i need my sleep cos when i woke up again, its gonna be a brand new days for me. Okay...nite guys

p/s : the last time i smoke a cigarette was when i was 14. now I'm 22...and I'm smoking again. hope this wont last long...

I WENT TO THE CLASS TODAY

the class was so great.. Prof. Jaswant with his hilliraous joke and Mr. Roy with his scematic lecture. hahhahaa....im really enjoying my class today. i shouldnt skip classes anymore. class was so great. start from 9am till 4 pm...even though sometimes i was bored, but i love my I.R lecturer. learning a new thing is a great thing to do so.

tomorrow got my inter college rugby match, against the 11th Resident College. win or lost i dont mind. just wanna enjoying the game....that all. giving 110% is a must but i do also take care of my injuries. the knee and ankle is not doing very well today. hope the strapping tomorrow will reduce the pain. the stitches nearly cover. maybe tomorrow or on Wednesday i will take off the benaag at Klinik Kesihatan, if not i need to go to private clinic la...i hope Kerel will show me something extra tomorrow. he is the most player i trust in the game. i give my 100% trust that he will make something. so wish me luck tomorrow. win against 11th will be a bonus and will bring the moral of the players up.a

i miss my parent, dont know why...

p/s : most people i meet today keep asking me how i get the stitches and took picture of it. even the kakak at gerai 4th pun tanya dengan longat siam nya... no guys !!! sy tidak bergado & sy juga tidak merempit !!!

UPDATE S FROM TERANGGANU

we arrived at Terengganu at 6 in the evening, the journey was so fun, sit beside Kadok will make you laugh all the way from KL to UMT. im currently with Kadok yang skang tgh bz dok meng-ym dengan ntah sesape ntah...just finish our game at Maktb PErguruan per ntah, seriously didnt remember the name of the maktab but we stayed at UMT.

we won 2 out of 3 of the game, one tied. the players are resting at the apartment and tonite we all gonna have some air gelas besar. the food here are awesome !!! but semalam kene kencing ngan this one gerai...i wish i can curse the owner... for nasi goreng USA at the gerai cost me RM 6. what the hack was that? giler ker per...kalu kat restoran nelayan tue, reasonable a gak...tp ni kt gerai cam tongkang pecah kene RM 6..mmg tak patut. no wonder la the owner of the gerai drive Mercedes.... but that the only thing spoilt my trip here...other gerai were great, reasonable price for great taste of food. thank for the food, im spent most of the elaun for you guys... but didnt regret pun...

tomorrow ganna play 2nd round match against no one know at these moment. hopefully we will win and archive our target and that is why im here and we here for. okies..gtg !!! pewut sudah berbunyi lagi... chow !!!

p/s : pray for me guys !!!

OFF SHORE AGAIN MY DEAR

off to Terengganu tomorrow morning, will be there until 6th Feb i guess ;( sgt lama sey !!! but im sure we will enjoying our stay there.

to PROSPEK 08, hope you guys will enjoying your tour too. jgn malas-malas, ni la masa nya nk berbakti kepada anak bangsa....biler lagi kan? xkan la nk tgu da kaya raya baru nak tolong anak bangsa... im so sorry coz i'll not joining you guys for the trip...but for Malacca and the main event i will be there.

p/s : come and visit me at Terengganu la guys !!!