Stupid Night

“Stress is like an iceberg. We can see one-eighth of it above, but what about what’s below?”

this is what i felt this whole night. its like I'm standing on the thick of an iceberg, its just going to crack at any moment. in my case i think my brain and my stressfulness going to blow at any moment from now.

i don't know what had happen tonight but there like a spiral in my brain that moving from one part to another part. it is all about what the hell that I'm thinking off. sometimes its like pinball where the ball just moving around when you hit the pad. this actually been happen for a few days. but tonight is the d-day.

all i wish right now is that my brain stop thinking. i need a rest, i need a relaxation, i need a moment of silent, i need to read more books for my academic paper.

if only its can stop...

and the only thing that stop me from exploit is liyana's song. listening to her voice just make me felt more calm. i wish she is here with me so that i will be more calmer...