474 : " I DON'T KNOW"

i wish i know what to write.

yes !!! i know what to write.

but what i need to write.

yes !!! i know what i need to write.

but how i want to write

yes !!! i still don't know how i wanna write it down.

i just wish i know...

as Tg. Zaff said just now, there been a lot of "i don't know" with me nowadays. maybe i ain't yet make my mind or i just choose not to think to make up my choice yet. you never know.... only me know that and yet i still "i don't know".

I'm packing my stuff up to bring it back home. yet i don't know how to explain it to them. i keep thinking and thinking and thinking... how i gonna say it. yes !!! i know !!! they gonna love me for the rest of their life and neither then i. but still "i don't know"

i need caffeine for sure. i bought a couple packet of caffeine and they suck !!! seriously i need to customize my own caffeine.

and i was thinking about giving up a couple of things that i love. nope !!! i won't give any example for that. just maybe its a good time to let things go for a good reasons. is it gonna effect my life ? sure !!! its will, but if is for a good reason then its gonna be fine i guess.

and the other thing, I'm totally broke !!! its only RM 24 in the wallet. but if u ask me on Mondays, i got full of ringgit Malaysia in the wallet.

sometimes things happen not according to our plan. yup !!! that life. been planing for the whole last week but its was a last minute cancel. so maybe next time. i hope, i wish there will be next time !!!

then i need to save more money for my vacation. my trip to the neighbouring country. my pre-graduation holidays.

and buy dinner for the whole abnormal guys. since next semester gonna be my last stay here as a senior, i hope...i wish to enjoy all the time that i still have with you guys.

people !!! lets jogging !!! I'm out !!!

Cheers by Matahari !!!