three days ago i had a very bad dreams... a lot of bad dream. i dream of meet people that i don't want meet anymore in my life, dream of being hurt, dream of scary things. but i know...its just a dream. maybe im thinking to much bout life and that why the bad dreams came after me. anyways, all the dreams didnt came during my night sleep, they came during my late morning + near afternoon sleep. ahahhaha !!! yup yup !!! i wake up late :p
but today...i have i great dream. nice dream actually. not that all wet dream, not at all kay people. i just dream of i meet a person i like but i didn't have the courage to say to her i like her & the courage to get know her better personally... yup i know...what a waste rite for me. but what can i do, the past is the past. we never can turn back time. that why its wrote in quran "demi masa sesungguh nya manusia itu berada dalam kerugian". enough say, i have a pleasant dream today. the dream boast my day. i need that boasting power.
nowadays i rarely smile...i do smile but not as much as i used to. im always living life. not that im not enjoying my life...i like all those thing around me and my life at these moment but i don't really in love with it. there something missing in it and i don't have any clue what it is but there a puzzle missing deep inside of me.
varsity life...i got two more sem here. that for sure. there nothing i can do bout it. but i do thing that i won't be in college as much as i used to be. for the past two days im here at my friend crib. going to the bar and clubbing. meet new guys, new chicks, new networking. i dont really have my heart in the college and neither here at the bar and club. only when in the club and bar, i dont really have to things all the serabutan things. its just simply entertainment and that all and that all.
p/s : SMS10's on the weekend, gave aimi one of my lovely short cos he short of short !!! :D
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