last night my parent came over here to meet me. both of them a pretty health. its was mama's birthday on 17 March and i haven't there for her. I'm sorry mama !!!
last week papa went back to kampung. he and my grandparent gonna perform an umrah this end of May. that great for him, the last time he when there was about 15 years ago. I'm glad for him that he have another chance to go there. papa said maktok was willing to sponsor me to go and perform umrah with them. but its me, there something inside of me that told me i not ready to go there. as for me, if i went there and came back here, i wanna throw away all my bad habits. seriously. but only if i go...but I'm not going for this time. sorry...
I'm the only person who didn't go for umrah in my family... am i bad ??? i dunno !!! but at least if i get another chance to go there, i will go. but not in this short moment... I'm still not ready.
last week papa went back to kampung. he and my grandparent gonna perform an umrah this end of May. that great for him, the last time he when there was about 15 years ago. I'm glad for him that he have another chance to go there. papa said maktok was willing to sponsor me to go and perform umrah with them. but its me, there something inside of me that told me i not ready to go there. as for me, if i went there and came back here, i wanna throw away all my bad habits. seriously. but only if i go...but I'm not going for this time. sorry...
I'm the only person who didn't go for umrah in my family... am i bad ??? i dunno !!! but at least if i get another chance to go there, i will go. but not in this short moment... I'm still not ready.
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