ITS TIME TO CHANGE

this evening i will play my fav sport for the very first time for my R.C. the feeling...? i just wanna to play and enjoy the game. for the past 2 years im been played for other R.C and its was fun to played with my buddies. we train everyday, we laugh and cry together. but to play for my own college, i dont know what it would be...with all the new outfit, i hope that at least we can play some rugby, not being trash by others. its really a hard decision for me to play for my own college, since the 12th had offer so much of materialistic and financial for my. yup...financial too, they got money, they took a very good care of their players. not that im complaining, but for the a.j.k who play any of the sport, you wont get the athlete shirt, for the athlete that play more than one sport, you only get one shirt...what the hack was that !!! sangat sangat kedekut !!! yup, im in the committee but i cant do nothing but it, coz they called it the tradition. and for me personally, that why since im here we never won gold in sport...

okay okay !!! "jgn tanya apa kolej boley buat untuk anda, tp tanya apa anda boley buat untuk kolej" f@#K oFf !!! we given 110 % of our effort and what do we got. just a shirt !!! right ??? so fuck off la those penyelia who used that qoutes. seriouslly this is bull shit. im fed up with the so call semangat kolej. i think when i was in school, the semangat sekolah are more much better. i used to remember when our supporter used to come all the way across the country just to support our team in the semi and then rushing back after the game...and what the kelab penyokong kolej buat ??? its was nothing !!! they dont even care...paling penting dapat makan da...dont get me wrong, i know there are supporter out there who willing to come and support us....but that is friends...thank a lot for those friends who always give us the supports. i do appreciate you guys. the things is...the kolej have to change la...yup, all the penyelia also have to change...you guys pun tak unite, then how do you think that the student will unite. stop complaining la En, Cik, and Puan. change your attitude first...i hate to say this, but i dont really respects you guys anymore. for me, you are the reason why kami berpecah belah. stop the air-cond kind of thing, the cucuk kindda of thing...stop all the thing that will lots of others will lost of respects toward you. its time to change la orang-orang tua !!!

im sorry coz im being so rude today, but that is what i felt for the past three years im here. dont blame me coz i dont choose side. im been friends with all the guys, all the students yang bergado sesama sendiri tanpa sedar apa sebab derang bergado...personally both side can work together, but the sentiment that the penyelia put in their brain make them think they cant work with each other. i hope that finally we will unite. kite ni community kechik jer, tak da sesapa pandang pun...so buat apa la kita semua nak bergado...tak da makna nya. tak guna kita jalan sebelah2 tp muka masam, tak guna kalu kita lalu sebelah senyum pun tak, paling penting, tak kan la kita sesama muslim, tp bile nampak muslim yg lain...salam pun tak bagi. ingat la...kita hidup tak lama, tak tau pun bila nak mati. so kurang kan la hasrat dengki-mengdengki ni. takda gunanya !!!