Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri & Eid ul-Fitr people !!!

for the past of few days...there a lot playing in my mind. i know why it happen but i don't know why it happen right know and why i have this kind of feeling. i suppose not to have this feeling. this is not the part of my early plan. i just don't know...why now and what i should do? as i know...at this moment my heart and my mind are thinking about the same thing. its been a while since i have this feeling. i guess the last time i was so like this was when i was in high school. but since i left high school, i never felt it anymore. hurm...but the past few day...i keep thinking the same things and remembering the same stuff. i just cant get it out from my mind. even when i was sleep, there part of me that still do the thinking. i just don't know.

i wish...i hope...i pray the other part these thinking are having the same feeling as me at this moment...

OK...enough for the thinking part...

Aidil Fitri is just around the corner. i still at my home in kajang. we suppose to be at kampung by now but that was the plan laa...hehehe. anyway we will be on the road in the couple of hours. Aidil Fitri this year will be in kedah, the papa's kampung. but we will be in perak at mama's kampung until the mid-nite. then after that we are going to kedah.

this Aidil Fitri ??? got new pair of baju melayu + sampin (thank papa and mama, you know that i don't really have time to go for shopping myself...tq tq tq) and for me that was good enough. i love all my baju melayu...yup !!! i do !!! even i don't really wear it every day..but i love my collection of baju melayu... this year is purple. i never have purple baju melayu. eheheh... other than that, i don't even buy anything...at least for now :p maybe after the exam i will buy something. i really need a lot of new shirt...its been a while since i the last i do some shopping.

anyway...pray for the safety of me and my family...wish us to have a safe journey go and back here. i will be back on Monday (insyallah) and i wont bring back the laptop this time....hehehhe, this is because i want to utilize my limited time there...and I'm okay with that. i miss a lot of people back there !!! and i miss someone a lot here too ;p but i don't know if you are missing me or not

~selamat hari raya~
~maaf zahir dan batin~

for all my mistakes and my stupidity, i would ask for all of you and to all my friend, buddies, classmate, colleagues and people who know me to forgive me...i know sometime i been a jerk but sometime i just don't realise it ;p but thank for keep remembering me not to be worst jerk ;p

selamat hari raya people !!!