sometimes its maybe right to give up life i guess... wondering why this thing happen to you... guessing what i should do next... but in the end i think it never worth it to give up life. but why there are such feeling as that in me for this few days.
i don't wanna give up my life yet... there are so many things that i didn't do yet...there are more and more of my dreams that i didn't achieve yet... hey !!! why should i give up my life ? life is a journey...life is not a race... you shouldn't rushing off like 100 meters sprinter... life should be like a travelers... enjoy their journey step by step, days by days... nothing that worry them.
i wish i could turn back time. there are so many thing that i miss to do. i don't how long I'm been in this storm this time..if i could just see the rainbow, i think everything gonna be alright. but how long i must wait before the storm to calm down...
why am i 10 feet under upside down ??? barely surviving is become my purpose right now ???
last night i was thinking to be in coma... i don't know why. there a lot of spiral again in my brain. damn...i hate the feeling especially when exam is just around the corner and i didn't prepare yet. " shut the fuck off !!! " that what i would love to do now...
but before i went to sleep last night...i have a talk with couple of my friend... whatever happen had happen...but we never know the future right. we create our own future and that why i shouldn't give up my life...there still of work i need to do. i have a dreams...i have a list of thing i wanna do before i been buried... i must complete all my task before the time is up. and until the time is up i wont give up... you give me more and more challenge and i will face it and one thing for sure i will succeed.
life is life...there are no used to complain...make an effort then at least you wont be disappointed with yourself.
i don't wanna give up my life yet... there are so many things that i didn't do yet...there are more and more of my dreams that i didn't achieve yet... hey !!! why should i give up my life ? life is a journey...life is not a race... you shouldn't rushing off like 100 meters sprinter... life should be like a travelers... enjoy their journey step by step, days by days... nothing that worry them.
i wish i could turn back time. there are so many thing that i miss to do. i don't how long I'm been in this storm this time..if i could just see the rainbow, i think everything gonna be alright. but how long i must wait before the storm to calm down...
why am i 10 feet under upside down ??? barely surviving is become my purpose right now ???
last night i was thinking to be in coma... i don't know why. there a lot of spiral again in my brain. damn...i hate the feeling especially when exam is just around the corner and i didn't prepare yet. " shut the fuck off !!! " that what i would love to do now...
but before i went to sleep last night...i have a talk with couple of my friend... whatever happen had happen...but we never know the future right. we create our own future and that why i shouldn't give up my life...there still of work i need to do. i have a dreams...i have a list of thing i wanna do before i been buried... i must complete all my task before the time is up. and until the time is up i wont give up... you give me more and more challenge and i will face it and one thing for sure i will succeed.
life is life...there are no used to complain...make an effort then at least you wont be disappointed with yourself.
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