i guess i really enjoy the nite...part of me still can let it go... i wish tonite wasnt going to over... i just love the nite. its been a while since i really enjoy every seconds of my life...and tonite i was enjoying it...enjoying a loooooooooot. there was nothing to think about...just having fun and a lot of fun...i cant let the feeling go away yet... i wish i will be able to spent every days of my life like tonite...
i really need to socialize more
i been spent of my time doing nothing...for the pat coupleof years i guess. im 22 and i still dont know what will i do in the next 10 years. i didnt mean that i dont have any ideas what i wanna do, its just i really dont know...it is the thing that i really wanna do? yup...graduate with flying calor, get a well paid job, nice car and all those materialistic thing is in my list...but what i wanna do other then that...
for the past 4 years i was not really having the real fun of my life (define 'fun of your life'). while most of my buddies having fun...what do i do? i really dont know i guess. watched all the people having fun last nite make me thinking...they was having fun and i doing nothing to make my life be more colorfull. its fair for myself??? not having fun while others having fun... yup, maybe i choose not to having fun, but why i choose that kind of life? study? fuck off...i only study during the study week....why....why dont i choose to have fun? why i choose not to be with all my friend?
why...why...why??????????????
i dont know...i dont have answer for that question... what i wanna do rite know is...i wanna sleep and start from now, i wanna have fun. i dont wanna feel regret in the future coz i waste my younger time doing nothing...
anyway...i really enjoy my nite tonite. i just cant let it go yet. wish me i wont forget the nite. wish me a sweet dream. wish me i will know what i wanna do in future. wish me that i will have fun for the rest of my life.
wish me
just wish me that i will know what im doing...
i really need to socialize more
i been spent of my time doing nothing...for the pat coupleof years i guess. im 22 and i still dont know what will i do in the next 10 years. i didnt mean that i dont have any ideas what i wanna do, its just i really dont know...it is the thing that i really wanna do? yup...graduate with flying calor, get a well paid job, nice car and all those materialistic thing is in my list...but what i wanna do other then that...
for the past 4 years i was not really having the real fun of my life (define 'fun of your life'). while most of my buddies having fun...what do i do? i really dont know i guess. watched all the people having fun last nite make me thinking...they was having fun and i doing nothing to make my life be more colorfull. its fair for myself??? not having fun while others having fun... yup, maybe i choose not to having fun, but why i choose that kind of life? study? fuck off...i only study during the study week....why....why dont i choose to have fun? why i choose not to be with all my friend?
why...why...why??????????????
i dont know...i dont have answer for that question... what i wanna do rite know is...i wanna sleep and start from now, i wanna have fun. i dont wanna feel regret in the future coz i waste my younger time doing nothing...
anyway...i really enjoy my nite tonite. i just cant let it go yet. wish me i wont forget the nite. wish me a sweet dream. wish me i will know what i wanna do in future. wish me that i will have fun for the rest of my life.
wish me
just wish me that i will know what im doing...
1 comment:
No one knows what they are going to do with their life. And even if they do, very rarely it's going to turn out the way they want. Yes, best way is to just go with the flow, and have fun while you're at it. But a balance should exist. Something should be there to keep you grounded too. Don't you think? Hehe, look at me talking, tapi cakap tak serupa bikin!
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