i hate myself at the momment

for the reason below, i hate myself for this moment

1- I EAT A LOT
- for the past week i been eating a lot...i eat everything to anything
-imagine this; if i eat at 8, i will eat again at 11 then i will eat again 3 and again at 8 i will eat again. for the last 12 hour i eat 4 times !!!
-okay !!! if i eat fruit or just bread its ok la. but im eating nasi + ikan + seafood = everything heavy meals

2-I SLEEP TO MUCH
-again, the past few week i love to sleep
-i sleep like a fresh born baby and that not cute for the 22 years old baby boy
-there a world out side and what i do ??? i been sleeping
-damm !!!

3-ASSIGNMENT
-its was my mistake at first. i suppose to finish all assignment as early as possible but i didnt
-for that stupidity, i just have 4 days...3 more actually to finish 4 assignment
-2 of the assignment i didnt have any note and the other 2 i need to go to library to do researh
-bodoh nye rasa

4-I MISS KAMPUNG
-tok will be heading for umrah early this morning but im stuck hear
-i miss him a lot and i do mean it and it a lot and there are no words that can describe how much i miss him and all my grandparent
-i wish this upcoming holidays, i will spent my time in kampung. i do not care and i want to be a kampung guys again

5-IM SO BOROS
-arhgggg....i dont know what happen to me...yup i know last month was the mega sales. but i no suppose to be that freaking nut to spend that so much for the sale
-now...im broke
-but i stll membazir, i bought food that i didnt eat. beside me there is roti canai that i bought yesterday but i didnt eve touch it yet
-sangat teruk kan saya....yaaaaa !!! saya memang sangat terok

guys...help me please !!!