i cant wait...

there are 3 thing that i cant wait at the moment...

firstly... i hope that my parent who which gonna back to kampung tommorow morning will come back home safely. papa...mama...i love you guys...bro...i love u in the way i am...papa n mama...im so sorry coz not returning to kampung with you guys. my mind blur n i not thinkin wisely. im been so sad...i really need someone to luah all my masalah. i want to tell you guys...but i dont wanna make so also sad n feel the same pain i am. mama...papa....bro... i love u. whatever happen...whatever i done...u guys r always in my heart. i know u guys r always stand with me. i luv you guys n come hope quickly n safely.

secondly...i wanna know my result A.S.A.P. waiting make me sick. i really cant wait anymore. just give me the fucking result...coz i know that i doing my best...its been a hell of semester for me. but...still i hope i wont repeat any paper. i dont wanna disserpointed my parent. guy...for the next sem...there will nno more trouble for me... i promise.

thirdly...i wanna back to college. yes...i know...classes gonna started in a month. i wish it start earlier coz i have dis pain in my heart n i hope by people around me...i will forget all this sort of problem... dude...i cant take this anymore. its been a hack of fucking crazy ahcap for this sem...i hope...start from next sem...i wont be a crazy man. coz i almost be a crazy man dis sem...for those who really know me...u know what the crazy thing that im talking about.

other then that...i hope i will find inner peace in my heart n soul as soon as possible.

my luv...a hope that miracle will happen...
"ahcap...cross your fingers !!!"

ahcap really dont know what he thinkin about